Sometimes we ‘show are own ass’ without any provoking. It’s in those moments I worry: ‘what they think I am is what I’m showing them in this moment’.
This is easy to do when I become too comfortable with what I am praying (convicting/proclaiming/training) for. I don’t need others’ distractions because I can draw into myself as if sliding off a seat – mechanical and intentional.
I want to trust the process.